Rant verse rindu

Menjadi dewasa adalah impian masa kecil dah besar berharap menjadi kanak semula sbb x ada beban hidup yg perlu ditanggung
Tp for me being both pun mmg agak mcm x ada beza , lebih baik drive BEZZA, eh ahahahhaahhaah lawak kan.
what i meant i love my life now even susah tapi i can provide, i have my own things , my own money even lately mmg banyak shortage and i have special punya tukang bg hutang yang selalu ada and tolong diri ini.

i felt down . banyak betul dugaan satu persatu datang and im about to lose control like literally im sad
and i dont now what to do and who to turn to

im sort to watching movies and hangout which led to spending money

im more to keeping secret. to not tell anything well it is not easy to share my story
it is like really not . and he likes to share
somehow we really need to talk bout our life right
i guess yes i need to when im in stress and i turn to Qutbi mostly
Being together for 8 years now made me realize how we molded ourselves to meet each other's need .
He listens now .
He spends time now for me , he makes time for me call me
Ensure that somehow my ‘taknak’ is really taknak hihihi kalau dulu sekali je ckp taknak terus dia ckp OK, lol (typical lelaki sgt Qutbi dia malas layan remeh temeh)
He talks to me ( well he always do ahahahahahahahah)
He knows that im clingy well im being one with all my previous tp rasanya biasa je cuma dia tak biasa layan i guess
But he layan me so im his soulmate ❤️
He helps me going through my current phase
Eveb he has his own problems big ones but I always believe regardless apa pun rezeki Qutbi selalu murah he haa his own destiny a good ones. Slowly but surely baby.
Missing you is my biggest weakness
My mood chnages. Cepat sedih, marah instant wanting you marah tengok org lain dengan bf (hekeleh) rindu laaaaa selama ni im always make efforts to meet him
Sejak berkereta 🚗 even i dont really like driving
Dulu masa awal2 he is my driver like family Qutbi boleh nk marah la since Qutbi sanggup hantar balik semua even jauh now so so laaa sbb both dh boleh drive
He is so persistent bila nk ambil driving license jan? Bila. Bila? 😂😂😂😂 i even failed my JPJ test and passed for the 4th times . I cried and called him like crazy 😝 he laughed cause it was funny as hell but then jd simpati hahahahhahahaha i was sad the whole week.

I guess in relationship or 💕 we are completing each other. He completes me the way i can complere hin. Likewise .
He talks I listen. He gives i take and it works bothways.
I miss my man. Like badly missing him . 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

By looking at pic yg dia share lagi la i miss him . Aaaaaa
Balik nanti you are going to be with me . ❤️

I love you 😍