illness
Off late there are lots of articles regarding depression. A lot of suicide happened as well.
It is a mental illness. To a perfect body healthy physical but rotten souls . Something you cant see .
it is inner self. Ive always have the thought since i was young and able to know what burden means, and how responsibility turns to chores . Everyday’s chores. Whether you are capable to carry on or only for the sake of survival of the fittest . Fit for what exactly? It is Allah’s test upon you. Said the pious ones. Tired of it and it is so sickening. No one really know how it is unless you have been wearing the same shoe.
With faith suicide is not a way. My body and my mind doesn’t reciprocate to each other. The mind said this is the limit whilst the body endured. But you know what’s hurt ? It is your inner self . The one that you build, grown and become. It kills the host. Im literally killing myself without knowing.
I am the toxic it is within me.
Off the articles a lot of symptoms showing positive sides on me. Im denying from what i know is the truth. Cause running away from it maybe is the best course for now . Run away. Kill time . The mind isnt healthy anymore. Seek help! People said. It is not easy when you dont know why and how to overcome. Like there is a loop within me wanting to escape. Away. Away from here.
But you are stuck. It is hard when you are alone. And to not let people drown in your sick thoughts.
People dont really understand . You cannot hope that they will. Not all people knows what this is how it leads to unhealthy, unhappy mind. I build my life with hope, positive thoughts and a lot of efforts turns out it can be ruin in just a single shot. Just one and i’ll drop to my knees. Surrender.
To those who may have the same thing , pray that your faith grows stronger and you skip away the suicide thought. Goodluck peeps
Mmnat
It is a mental illness. To a perfect body healthy physical but rotten souls . Something you cant see .
it is inner self. Ive always have the thought since i was young and able to know what burden means, and how responsibility turns to chores . Everyday’s chores. Whether you are capable to carry on or only for the sake of survival of the fittest . Fit for what exactly? It is Allah’s test upon you. Said the pious ones. Tired of it and it is so sickening. No one really know how it is unless you have been wearing the same shoe.
With faith suicide is not a way. My body and my mind doesn’t reciprocate to each other. The mind said this is the limit whilst the body endured. But you know what’s hurt ? It is your inner self . The one that you build, grown and become. It kills the host. Im literally killing myself without knowing.
I am the toxic it is within me.
Off the articles a lot of symptoms showing positive sides on me. Im denying from what i know is the truth. Cause running away from it maybe is the best course for now . Run away. Kill time . The mind isnt healthy anymore. Seek help! People said. It is not easy when you dont know why and how to overcome. Like there is a loop within me wanting to escape. Away. Away from here.
But you are stuck. It is hard when you are alone. And to not let people drown in your sick thoughts.
People dont really understand . You cannot hope that they will. Not all people knows what this is how it leads to unhealthy, unhappy mind. I build my life with hope, positive thoughts and a lot of efforts turns out it can be ruin in just a single shot. Just one and i’ll drop to my knees. Surrender.
To those who may have the same thing , pray that your faith grows stronger and you skip away the suicide thought. Goodluck peeps
Mmnat
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