Precious !
You know who you are!
It is my forever handsome boyfriend , Qutbiiiiiiii a.k.a cutebie ( the reason i jarang panggil dia cutebie is because nama tu someone else bagi i dont know la siapa crush dia ke , ex dia ke apa ke but i just dont like using it because it is from someone else, and he for sure rasa itu small issue no big deal it is his name what hahahahaahahahahahahaha well it is kinda big issue for me )
So what happened is that we fought a lot these day, sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit apa pula suami isteri.. Eh tiber!
mainly over few things unspoken and really this was a very stressed moment in his life
Like bad, good things happened at once. More to good news for him . Alhamdulillah.
Having his dreams upon reality, saya doakan kesihatan awak selalu , senang diberi kesembuhan dalam apa jua penyakit and dalam redha Alla S.W.T. Siapa baca sila amin kan . K thanks
Despite it all, he still make his time for me , i guess he knows he willl be busy nanti and xde masa nk layan gf dia yg mengada annoying ni . :(
He did pujuk me. His skills is getting better . im able to senyum in the same call and x drag merajuk lepas tu. I love you sayang. He listens more to my story nowadays :D He give way mostly thank you buah hati..
One more thing he waited for me more than 3 hours sebab nya i did my hair and he just waited from 2 lebih till almost 6 pm well mmg lama pun i have warned him even expect him not to come but he did :D Happy nya saya! then we went to eat at nearby kedai, Karaoke and wayang! Like the old times. saya sayang awak . and also ada scene anjing, that was the funniest part of all, His reaction, his dialogue, his future punya prediction for the worse tu mmg laaaa sometimes rasa mcm riduculous tp apa yg dia maksudkan masuk akal juga, So susah nk bantah, but baby i was The Hero of the day aaaa saving you from those anjingsssssssss anjenk!
He will be flying off soon. I dont know how will i be sepanjang ketiadaan Qutbi :(
Mesti sedih as Qutbi pun aware im penyedih x kena waktu and tempat sometimes . haih. Tp normal la sedih untuk boyfriend yg selama ni dekat then tetibe jauh , takkan nk sis sedih untuk bf org lain pulak khensss. I do get jealous and literally thats killing me softly. Qutbi on the other hand plays the coolest part
Sayaa sayang awak la awak tahu kan? tahu laaaa tp jealous laaa and ada overthinking bukan trust issue i trust you i dont trust other girls. Kalau perempuan berperangai like me i will be at ease sikit la cause i can say i know my limit with guys i set boundaries. Hmmm Saya mendoakan diri saya tabah and terus berpegang kepada Qutbi hihihi kemain ikrar.
ive put trust in you baby, and you know trust isnt something easy for everyone. At times i was mad , or emotional it is not that im not trusting you, it is my trust issue, my jealousy, a bit of my ego wanna you to pujuk me like the way i want it (which you will hesitate, but i know you love me ) but im still sad and still want you back.
Cause you are the only existence by far who knows me this far this much , and i want this to last.
I love you Qutbi more than anything else.
With love.
Couldbe~mmnat
It is my forever handsome boyfriend , Qutbiiiiiiii a.k.a cutebie ( the reason i jarang panggil dia cutebie is because nama tu someone else bagi i dont know la siapa crush dia ke , ex dia ke apa ke but i just dont like using it because it is from someone else, and he for sure rasa itu small issue no big deal it is his name what hahahahaahahahahahahaha well it is kinda big issue for me )
So what happened is that we fought a lot these day, sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit apa pula suami isteri.. Eh tiber!
mainly over few things unspoken and really this was a very stressed moment in his life
Like bad, good things happened at once. More to good news for him . Alhamdulillah.
Having his dreams upon reality, saya doakan kesihatan awak selalu , senang diberi kesembuhan dalam apa jua penyakit and dalam redha Alla S.W.T. Siapa baca sila amin kan . K thanks
Despite it all, he still make his time for me , i guess he knows he willl be busy nanti and xde masa nk layan gf dia yg mengada annoying ni . :(
He did pujuk me. His skills is getting better . im able to senyum in the same call and x drag merajuk lepas tu. I love you sayang. He listens more to my story nowadays :D He give way mostly thank you buah hati..
One more thing he waited for me more than 3 hours sebab nya i did my hair and he just waited from 2 lebih till almost 6 pm well mmg lama pun i have warned him even expect him not to come but he did :D Happy nya saya! then we went to eat at nearby kedai, Karaoke and wayang! Like the old times. saya sayang awak . and also ada scene anjing, that was the funniest part of all, His reaction, his dialogue, his future punya prediction for the worse tu mmg laaaa sometimes rasa mcm riduculous tp apa yg dia maksudkan masuk akal juga, So susah nk bantah, but baby i was The Hero of the day aaaa saving you from those anjingsssssssss anjenk!
He will be flying off soon. I dont know how will i be sepanjang ketiadaan Qutbi :(
Mesti sedih as Qutbi pun aware im penyedih x kena waktu and tempat sometimes . haih. Tp normal la sedih untuk boyfriend yg selama ni dekat then tetibe jauh , takkan nk sis sedih untuk bf org lain pulak khensss. I do get jealous and literally thats killing me softly. Qutbi on the other hand plays the coolest part
Sayaa sayang awak la awak tahu kan? tahu laaaa tp jealous laaa and ada overthinking bukan trust issue i trust you i dont trust other girls. Kalau perempuan berperangai like me i will be at ease sikit la cause i can say i know my limit with guys i set boundaries. Hmmm Saya mendoakan diri saya tabah and terus berpegang kepada Qutbi hihihi kemain ikrar.
ive put trust in you baby, and you know trust isnt something easy for everyone. At times i was mad , or emotional it is not that im not trusting you, it is my trust issue, my jealousy, a bit of my ego wanna you to pujuk me like the way i want it (which you will hesitate, but i know you love me ) but im still sad and still want you back.
Cause you are the only existence by far who knows me this far this much , and i want this to last.
I love you Qutbi more than anything else.
With love.
Couldbe~mmnat
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