Boyfriend
I know it sounds so urghh
Like umur dh setengah abad ada yg dh kahwin otw 3 anak
But i think im obsessed with my boyfriend
Like i need to text him everyday
Need to have him panggil sayang then only i feel saved and secured
Like bila wish goodnight i even remind him to include Goodnight sayang with sayang .
Hahahahahah he always text like goodnight ❤️ With the heart
For him it’s enough dah i but for me no i wanna feel special
In a way im annoying
You are gonna live with that the whole of your life if you marry me Qutbi
Yup your whole life
If dulu qutbi ni suka bagi recorded songs and semua lagu tu adalah my playlist bersiap pegi kelas *haa kau ada ke gf mcm ni punya devoted* time tu tak gf bf pun bff gitue term dia.
Hari hari sampai roomate iols pun mcm ‘jan kau xde lagu lain ke’ ahahahahahahahahahahhaah
And since now both tak muda remaja and phone dh tukar voice note tah simpan mana, iols pakai iphone ni susah la sikit nk transfer semua, so whenever qutbi sent a voice yg ada sebut ‘sayang’ i will starred. Muahahahahhaaha 💋 💋 💋
Soo on those days , qutbi malas nk layan seorang mijan ( which i will be laying in bed sad 😔 mostly, i will play the voicenote ) yg mcm recent ni voice note dia was ‘ sayang, ataupun saya downloadkn subtitle tu awak x payah buat saya lupa yg movie semua dh ada subtitle boleh email x berat’ even takde kene mengene langsung dengan situation i will listen berulang kali and then baru tidur. Sbb ada dia sebut sayang. Dengar his voice before going to bed is my remedy. Or lagi satu i will screenshot bila Qutbi mcm cakap sayang ke rindu , so bila mcm perlu i will reread the text hihihihihihihiiihi like most of the times .
I guess he’s not like that 🤭😆🤭 but i am
Nevertheless i think he is not a texter type or maybe in his younger age he was , sbb cerita lama pasal qutbi ni was quite hes a sweet talker . Like always memuji gf semua since i know him quite a while. He even pernah show his text dengan ex dia dulu ( it was so sweet sampai semut boleh datang berkerumun even semut tak boleh membaca hahahahahambar tak) hihihihi so when hes with me none of that were said or converse to me , i start questioning without properly explained 😔. Lead to fight mostly. Tp mostly gf mana taknak bf dia sweet talk panggil sayang, puji semua and i made myself clear i want that . If we are going to be more than bestiee i need to feel that. Mula lah dengan soalan. ‘ kita ni apa eh’ killer question sbb jawapan kene tepat kalau x tepat akan dpt silent treatment yg lama which i dont know masa tu qutbi can bear with it or not.
We had multiple arguments bout this at first and now i can see he is slowly showing me his sweetness ☺️☺️☺️☺️ To me . Like he complimented my face is sharp, my skin is getting better , x pakai lipsticks pun cantik , awak cantik, awak lawa, bukan gemuk ada shape yang cantik, awak x kurus but orang jeles sebab dia x kurus . These seems like small things but it counts for a person like me small things counts :)
And we are actually best friend still are and counting he still saved my name as MMNAT bestie with love 💕 okay love icon tu xde laaa but then yeah we are in love.sebab before ni i was like tak puas hati and tak convince why my name still put as bestie but as long as hes mine . Eceh. Everyday i will make sure u are in love kan qutbi 😍
Im a reserved person, hes an indirectly direct person, he told me he loves me he texted i love you while we are dating ; like tengah makan tetibe ada wassep I LOVE YOU , tgh tengok movie ada text then he will said ‘ siapa text awak tu’ bila tengok it was him saying I love you 😍 (which i like the most and i find its cute of him) now mcm xde sangat laa maybe dh bosan kot , tp baru baru ni masa he datang rumah bagi movie i was upstairs he texted me I MISS YOU and want me to reply to that :D He even now liked all my personal tweets. People changed in times. He is tolerating the annoying me the needy me . I wanna cry 😭 right now cause i know its hard for him sbb x biasa but he did it anyway. Thank you sayang.
I do get jealous, and overthinking when things were not clear and i will put my abstract mind with all the memories i have to come up with a good story line that my brain can processes.
Im an emotional not to mention i will relate and feel sad and sorry for myself ( this happened a lot before) . Qutbi even said yes you are annoying. If dulu i will taken aback by that statement but now
Bila dia ckp mcm tu im like eiii jahatnya awakk nii * dlm hati rasa nk cium je bagi senyap hahaha* even im annoying he already get used to it kan laling ? 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
I really really really like to orbit myself around people i love 💕 like sangat
Nak tengok movie sama sama , nak ikut dia pegi sana sini nak qp ajak pegi hangout or jemput ajak ajak ayam pun x pela tp mcm ingatan untuk ada kita tu yg penting .i even sanggup pegi kelantan to see him just because dah lama x see him in person. Book a flight even masa belajar kat sarawak, sbb im kinda attached to him. Me la. He was not that much masa tu. mcm mesti he wondered why la mijan so eager . And masa tu mesti dah annoyed 😫 Sometimes mcm hope dia ajak tu sekadar ajak je i dont even wanna go but i wanna see how much involvement he wants me in his life.
Guess im restricted to his friends but not his family. So in a way he is protective . He let me mingle with his family but not his friends. And i finally understand why because family matters most ( kalau betul la apa yg i fikir)
Some people rimas and rasa too much love and walk away ( well i guess i have experienced that 😢 )
Some take this for granted ( and have others secured , means curang laa 😢) thats even sadder sebab love going to waste and later cane back crawling saying that i cannot compare with.
This kind of affection or obsessing people doesnt simply for all.
Love is not something you can buy or you can buy with money but it wont be the same love 🏠
It is for one and only.
I have loved other people and my love always been the unconditional ones.
For you Qutbi my love is even more
Given the time we have spent the years the moments i cannot lose you
I hope i will not lose you
Promise me you will stay!
And love me only ❤️
I love you muhammad qutbi putra ❤️
Qutbi sayang mijan (muahahahaahaahaha)
Like umur dh setengah abad ada yg dh kahwin otw 3 anak
But i think im obsessed with my boyfriend
Like i need to text him everyday
Need to have him panggil sayang then only i feel saved and secured
Like bila wish goodnight i even remind him to include Goodnight sayang with sayang .
Hahahahahah he always text like goodnight ❤️ With the heart
For him it’s enough dah i but for me no i wanna feel special
In a way im annoying
You are gonna live with that the whole of your life if you marry me Qutbi
Yup your whole life
If dulu qutbi ni suka bagi recorded songs and semua lagu tu adalah my playlist bersiap pegi kelas *haa kau ada ke gf mcm ni punya devoted* time tu tak gf bf pun bff gitue term dia.
Hari hari sampai roomate iols pun mcm ‘jan kau xde lagu lain ke’ ahahahahahahahahahahhaah
And since now both tak muda remaja and phone dh tukar voice note tah simpan mana, iols pakai iphone ni susah la sikit nk transfer semua, so whenever qutbi sent a voice yg ada sebut ‘sayang’ i will starred. Muahahahahhaaha 💋 💋 💋
Soo on those days , qutbi malas nk layan seorang mijan ( which i will be laying in bed sad 😔 mostly, i will play the voicenote ) yg mcm recent ni voice note dia was ‘ sayang, ataupun saya downloadkn subtitle tu awak x payah buat saya lupa yg movie semua dh ada subtitle boleh email x berat’ even takde kene mengene langsung dengan situation i will listen berulang kali and then baru tidur. Sbb ada dia sebut sayang. Dengar his voice before going to bed is my remedy. Or lagi satu i will screenshot bila Qutbi mcm cakap sayang ke rindu , so bila mcm perlu i will reread the text hihihihihihihiiihi like most of the times .
I guess he’s not like that 🤭😆🤭 but i am
Nevertheless i think he is not a texter type or maybe in his younger age he was , sbb cerita lama pasal qutbi ni was quite hes a sweet talker . Like always memuji gf semua since i know him quite a while. He even pernah show his text dengan ex dia dulu ( it was so sweet sampai semut boleh datang berkerumun even semut tak boleh membaca hahahahahambar tak) hihihihi so when hes with me none of that were said or converse to me , i start questioning without properly explained 😔. Lead to fight mostly. Tp mostly gf mana taknak bf dia sweet talk panggil sayang, puji semua and i made myself clear i want that . If we are going to be more than bestiee i need to feel that. Mula lah dengan soalan. ‘ kita ni apa eh’ killer question sbb jawapan kene tepat kalau x tepat akan dpt silent treatment yg lama which i dont know masa tu qutbi can bear with it or not.
We had multiple arguments bout this at first and now i can see he is slowly showing me his sweetness ☺️☺️☺️☺️ To me . Like he complimented my face is sharp, my skin is getting better , x pakai lipsticks pun cantik , awak cantik, awak lawa, bukan gemuk ada shape yang cantik, awak x kurus but orang jeles sebab dia x kurus . These seems like small things but it counts for a person like me small things counts :)
And we are actually best friend still are and counting he still saved my name as MMNAT bestie with love 💕 okay love icon tu xde laaa but then yeah we are in love.sebab before ni i was like tak puas hati and tak convince why my name still put as bestie but as long as hes mine . Eceh. Everyday i will make sure u are in love kan qutbi 😍
Im a reserved person, hes an indirectly direct person, he told me he loves me he texted i love you while we are dating ; like tengah makan tetibe ada wassep I LOVE YOU , tgh tengok movie ada text then he will said ‘ siapa text awak tu’ bila tengok it was him saying I love you 😍 (which i like the most and i find its cute of him) now mcm xde sangat laa maybe dh bosan kot , tp baru baru ni masa he datang rumah bagi movie i was upstairs he texted me I MISS YOU and want me to reply to that :D He even now liked all my personal tweets. People changed in times. He is tolerating the annoying me the needy me . I wanna cry 😭 right now cause i know its hard for him sbb x biasa but he did it anyway. Thank you sayang.
I do get jealous, and overthinking when things were not clear and i will put my abstract mind with all the memories i have to come up with a good story line that my brain can processes.
Im an emotional not to mention i will relate and feel sad and sorry for myself ( this happened a lot before) . Qutbi even said yes you are annoying. If dulu i will taken aback by that statement but now
Bila dia ckp mcm tu im like eiii jahatnya awakk nii * dlm hati rasa nk cium je bagi senyap hahaha* even im annoying he already get used to it kan laling ? 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭
I really really really like to orbit myself around people i love 💕 like sangat
Nak tengok movie sama sama , nak ikut dia pegi sana sini nak qp ajak pegi hangout or jemput ajak ajak ayam pun x pela tp mcm ingatan untuk ada kita tu yg penting .i even sanggup pegi kelantan to see him just because dah lama x see him in person. Book a flight even masa belajar kat sarawak, sbb im kinda attached to him. Me la. He was not that much masa tu. mcm mesti he wondered why la mijan so eager . And masa tu mesti dah annoyed 😫 Sometimes mcm hope dia ajak tu sekadar ajak je i dont even wanna go but i wanna see how much involvement he wants me in his life.
Guess im restricted to his friends but not his family. So in a way he is protective . He let me mingle with his family but not his friends. And i finally understand why because family matters most ( kalau betul la apa yg i fikir)
Some people rimas and rasa too much love and walk away ( well i guess i have experienced that 😢 )
Some take this for granted ( and have others secured , means curang laa 😢) thats even sadder sebab love going to waste and later cane back crawling saying that i cannot compare with.
This kind of affection or obsessing people doesnt simply for all.
Love is not something you can buy or you can buy with money but it wont be the same love 🏠
It is for one and only.
I have loved other people and my love always been the unconditional ones.
For you Qutbi my love is even more
Given the time we have spent the years the moments i cannot lose you
I hope i will not lose you
Promise me you will stay!
And love me only ❤️
I love you muhammad qutbi putra ❤️
Qutbi sayang mijan (muahahahaahaahaha)
Truly
Couldbe mmnat
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