My man

We had roadtrip together recently. Can be considered as that since both xde duit nk travel. Well its good to have quality time with the loved ones.

We bertolak dlm pagi lepas breakfast dkt kedai nasi lemak yg sedap (i said qutbi said so sedap la) i love it i love you *tetibe and then we went to isi minyak. To my surprise he bought chocolates and vitagen n susu for both of us. Awhhh sayang, time tu saya dh senyum lebar dah. Awak x nampak pun, small action tp my favorite things. And dpt buku smurf which sticky notes so maybe nk bg adik (okay as per expected adik x nk tp kakyang nk but then i x bg semua hahahahahaha bg half je)

We shared stories at the beginning, it was fun catching up updating ourselves while maps jd gila jap, hahahahahhaa i hate you maps and webe why u x compatible dgn vivo. And after hours of talking we got tired, stop at R&R, cause me wanted to wee wee. Then after i came back he got out return dengan 2 magnum! Our parking is okay tau for me but he said dia parking x lawa so sbb try to betulkan ada org ingat kita nk keluar so kene la keluar hahahahahaa and park kt agak panas tp ada ice creamm so both okay je. And bezza punya air cond tiptop alhamdulillah.

We teruskan journey till dh smpai and check for hotel. For me, sbb hes got the vila, and alhamdulillah dpt yg murah. Then lepas maghrib baru keluar makan. Makan ni part susah sbb he wanted me to have a say sbb i said nk makan mewah hahahahahahaa tp i just want something that my tekak n mata boleh terima  :) so mula mula nk g aeon, makan Manhattan fish ke kb mall, x ingat, thennnn suddenly he said nk makan nasi and big. I agreed. So we went to Ikan Kukup restaurant, he knows the way, hihi so dlm 15min sampai, and he ordered semua i choose the ikan. And for esok we didnt have breakfast, i gave his time to reload barang nk bawa balik from vilaa and we went to black canyon!!!
So sedap qutbi dh craving ni lama sangat mesti hes so happy even awal tu ganggu sikit mood dia sbb ingat harga ikan tu rm90 hihi tp total dlm rm68 mcm tu. 

Yeah only both of us hihi semua sdap cuma yg kiri tu masin qutbix  suka sgt Hihii tp saya suka awak mcm mana 



And we had a future discuss. Oh well not to be mention here but i can see the enthusiasm when he spoke.

I know it is hard to let people know bout your study, is the pilot thingy on or how, i just want you to believe that you are not one level down or below anyone else. You are being you. And i will be there insyaAllah if u need me.

He is so happy and i can see dlm mata awak its shining when you told me what awak buat sekarang.

Awak marah bila saya x focus bila awak cerita sbb u want me to know so i knew its important to you baby

When you shared what you have even a karaoke mic your face is so happy i wanna kiss you (aippp) and nyanyi penuh perasaan cause i feel that too.

When you tell me bout your friend your face glistening, you told good things bout them always cakap u respect them and how awak so proud of them. I remembered one point sbb awak always said you are proud of your bestie in front of me and saya emo. Sebab you areee puji them that much i feel like im not good. You didnt realized that u look up to people so high and forget you are good too..

Ive never sat dengan lelaki yg bg derma rm5 to 3 orang dtg minta sedekah jual tisu, thats you. sayang, awak have good intention, baik and always see the worst in things. I like that. I depend on you mostly for thoughts cause i cant figure out alone.

You are struggling and i believe you will get better, yes akan ada halangan sekali sekala which you cant lose hope cause hope is all we got. Dont be sad of what people say, i am not a good sharer of my problems but good listener, i hope i can forever be yours.

To eat, to travel, to laugh to be happy to live together whenever wherever, i love you forever more.


Truly,
Mmnat

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