Strong-willed

Tear me down,
See me die,
Walk away and gone,
I am bruised,
My whole body numbed,
If you cross my heart,
It would not matter by the way,
I have lost the will to believe,
Just let me stray,
Till i'll find the day,
I can smile and pray,
For every failure i bear,
Soon will fade away.

The memories may flown,
The feelings deepen,
Then, there will come another blow,
Worse. Bigger. or even better,
And.....
I think,
There will never be a proper closure.

Smile,
Fake one,
Go further,
If one step at a time brings you agony,
Running pounds your heart out of your chest,
Remember
Only a strong-willed will stay.