Deep Inside
Well, hello. I havent updated my life like weeks ago.
But then i have this doubt recently in the fallacy of love.
Each time i have a strange feeling towards a guy, i always say to myself,
" Dont fool yourself"
" You are not a girl to begin with " And this statements keeps on lingered. And it helps me to stay out of trouble.
It was proven actually, each time i fall in love my tendency to be in my worst year ever is expected to have higher chances. Which i ended up real broken. Sore. Poor me.
And so, since now i can say , after long awaited three years of time spending to completely forgot someone who you once loved, here comes one guy that struck my heart. Like a cupid i can say. Lol. :p
Then there are monologs ive been keeping inside. Like i wanna say to him.
" Do you really mean you love me or is that phrase is just a phrase a couple say to each other?"
" You can say I Love You but you dont mean it? Is it true? "
" Well, if you are not really into me, i think we should respond professionally to this. Abandon each other. Because of all i dont want to happen in this world is for me to get hurt. I dont want to get hurt.It is better to leave me"
THAT is what i want to tell actually, but can you imagine how freaking hell a guy would be when he read these statement? IF HE BOTHER TO READ AND UNDERSTAND at ALL laaaaa. Most of them just dont care nak even baca or habiskan sentences tuu. HAHA
People say, you have your life, live through it, make memories. But why should i'd be making memories that i dont want to remember? People say again : That is life. It taught you through experiences. If you get through it, you are going to be fine the whole way.
I guess we cant never ever run away from it. Deep inside only you know what you always have wanted.
But then i have this doubt recently in the fallacy of love.
Each time i have a strange feeling towards a guy, i always say to myself,
" Dont fool yourself"
" You are not a girl to begin with " And this statements keeps on lingered. And it helps me to stay out of trouble.
It was proven actually, each time i fall in love my tendency to be in my worst year ever is expected to have higher chances. Which i ended up real broken. Sore. Poor me.
And so, since now i can say , after long awaited three years of time spending to completely forgot someone who you once loved, here comes one guy that struck my heart. Like a cupid i can say. Lol. :p
Then there are monologs ive been keeping inside. Like i wanna say to him.
" Do you really mean you love me or is that phrase is just a phrase a couple say to each other?"
" You can say I Love You but you dont mean it? Is it true? "
" Well, if you are not really into me, i think we should respond professionally to this. Abandon each other. Because of all i dont want to happen in this world is for me to get hurt. I dont want to get hurt.It is better to leave me"
THAT is what i want to tell actually, but can you imagine how freaking hell a guy would be when he read these statement? IF HE BOTHER TO READ AND UNDERSTAND at ALL laaaaa. Most of them just dont care nak even baca or habiskan sentences tuu. HAHA
People say, you have your life, live through it, make memories. But why should i'd be making memories that i dont want to remember? People say again : That is life. It taught you through experiences. If you get through it, you are going to be fine the whole way.
I guess we cant never ever run away from it. Deep inside only you know what you always have wanted.
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