A little me
Hey there, im not 21 years old by date but soon i will be. So it means im old. For me 21 is quite old and one thing i should be worried sick since i dont have a boyfriend. I dont know how other girls older than me dealing with this issue but somehow im sure deep down this tiny little thing is a bugger. So memang senang untuk ckp ''relax lah jan, relax lah''. Sebenarnya yang ckp tu pun desperate kn sebab sendiri pun xda boyfriend. LOL lawak tawwwww uolls ni.. iolls tengah sedih boleh gegelak comel ni. hewhewhew
My love life , i mean my previous love life is a wrecked. well aku lah the wrecker. *sigh* No wonder kalau aku in a relationship pun aku mungkin adalah perosak jugak. Kadang kadang bnde tuuu datang kat fikiran time ade lah crush ke apa kann, and one more thing for sure my radar for myself is on scale 1/10. Hmmmm.
The sure thing, all my ex's said im matured. and memahami. hiks. maybe thats my nature. All of them said that :D so that must be true right? itu sangat menyedapkan hati and since aku x percayakan second chances, aku x terima untuk couple balik with my ex tho i used to love him. What an ego. It takes huge ego to do that, and i wonder where did i pick that ego?,hehe. Which skarang aku rasa Second Chance ke Third chance ke penting untuk diberi peluang since nama dia pun peluang kan? HAAA and ego aku should letak tepi. Tapi semua tu dah trlambatlahh. Btw, HAAA im a jealous-type but i dont show it *i keep it to myself, pathetic sangat* melainkan terasa diancam. Macam kalau pakwe korang ade kawan perempuan kan, aku still boleh deal lagi lah tanpa membesar besarkan hal tersebut melainkan ade bukti keintiman. *Wahhh! apa ni apa ni gila hebat bahasa melayu iolls* hihiksss. Well life has taught me how to curb with these kind of pressure. :p
*This is just a heart gesture. When suddenly you need to be filled and whole. You want someone to feel that he is being appreciated, for every existence in a very special way you treat him. And i do have this gesture a lot. Sometimes i just wish my inner ego should build higher wall and keep me standing as aloner. Just let me be.
My love life , i mean my previous love life is a wrecked. well aku lah the wrecker. *sigh* No wonder kalau aku in a relationship pun aku mungkin adalah perosak jugak. Kadang kadang bnde tuuu datang kat fikiran time ade lah crush ke apa kann, and one more thing for sure my radar for myself is on scale 1/10. Hmmmm.
The sure thing, all my ex's said im matured. and memahami. hiks. maybe thats my nature. All of them said that :D so that must be true right? itu sangat menyedapkan hati and since aku x percayakan second chances, aku x terima untuk couple balik with my ex tho i used to love him. What an ego. It takes huge ego to do that, and i wonder where did i pick that ego?,hehe. Which skarang aku rasa Second Chance ke Third chance ke penting untuk diberi peluang since nama dia pun peluang kan? HAAA and ego aku should letak tepi. Tapi semua tu dah trlambatlahh. Btw, HAAA im a jealous-type but i dont show it *i keep it to myself, pathetic sangat* melainkan terasa diancam. Macam kalau pakwe korang ade kawan perempuan kan, aku still boleh deal lagi lah tanpa membesar besarkan hal tersebut melainkan ade bukti keintiman. *Wahhh! apa ni apa ni gila hebat bahasa melayu iolls* hihiksss. Well life has taught me how to curb with these kind of pressure. :p
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